Report #09(4/10/10) - The Land of Warm Smiles & Thought of the Future

It was a long time.... It really was..... So lazy... So forgetful...


Ah well forget that bloody intro. Indeed it was long time since I update my blog. Anyways, as I'm writing right now in Chiang Mai, Thailand, I felt this trip is not just plainly for relaxing but God had really taken me into a journey that I hardly image this might be the calling for me.... As the day passes in Thailand, a lot of people have a feel that my calling is here..... I'm confused and baffled, is this place really my calling?? or just another false alarm they have?? Truly God's plan is beyond understandable~ Hallelujah...Amen


A lot of this had planted into my mind... What should I really do...... I dunno. I'll ask God about it... He'll know. As he guides my path to my future.


Me myself have a uncertain future & I'm bloody afraid of failure. But my friends said leave everything to God. They told me their life story, and I felt I can't do as good as they are as they suffer a lot but gain the best from the lord...... I felt I'm weak I can't achieve this and that......

Report #08(08/06/10) - Long long time ago & Coming up~

It has been sometime since the last write. Lazy and Boredom kept stopping me to write. *sigh~* As I'm listening to "Pokémon HeartGold & SoulSilver Music Super Complete" & "Mobile Suit Gundam Char's Counterattack - OST", suddenly I have the urge to write, a strong urge to write. Is been 2 months since I done my studies, I have completely enough -_-? "rest" throughout these holiday. A lot of boredom and wastage had compiled but things doesn't go that bad. The chapel still had things 4 me to do. Things like LCD and PA monitoring, CD burning and not to mention the youth service.

New things just popping up on the chapel. Things like Life Changing Camp and Youth Fellowship. (Yeppers~ Finally a Youth Fellowship not a Youth Service) The Life Changing Camp was a great time to fully relax but Rebecca and the others are "torturing" us like crazy on the games. Although is the chapel's first camp, it was a great success, PRAISE GOD!!!! The campsite (is at Tanjung Malim by the way) is new and a lot of stuff is still under construction but the best part of the campsite was the Hot Springs, Natural Hot Springs!! Although I'm too tired to dip myself into the hot spring: which off course is bloody far from our dorms and no transport allowed to take us in, but I managed to dip me feet to relax. The hot spring's temperature kept changing but at the last day, the temperature is bloody hot until I don't want to leave the hot springs.

I should eat and write my blog, because it gave away the urge write!!!!!!!!!! (Just came back from buying a Ramly Burger) I'm disagreeing on having a Youth Service since the beginning, but thank God that the Youth Service had changed to Youth Fellowship. We are now officially started and my team (Eternal) had made a stepping stone for the fellowship at the 5th of June 2010. An event we called 枪林弹雨/Forest Aquatic Battle. Although it was a success but it needs a lot of changes, I MEAN A LOT!! But thanks to Rebecca's guidance and alertness that we know our mistakes and learned how to properly manage our fellowship's event. Plus the Eternal's Crew Members that truly make our event a success.

That's all of the past. (not too long) But my heart is bothered by something. I was alerted by last Saturday morning. Hours before the Forest Aquatic Battle, I had a dangerous feeling while I was half awake. That feeling had caused me into a frenzy. I had to pray that time, I ask help from the Lord to destroy this feel. It was so strong that I know it's very dangerous and the person I truly care will hurt if I don't control myself. As time passes by and I struggle to take control myself, the feeling kept growing and growing. I don't know how long it take, the feeling had gone. I was afraid, I wanted to call Pastor Wong but his at China on a missionary trip with Rev.Tay. Even now I was disturbed by this feeling...... I don't what to do....... Lord help me please.........

As 14th of June 2010 approaches, I'm losing freedom because I'm interning at Pixarus Communications. I was hoping to intern at PC Gamer Malaysia but they got no space. But the Lord had place me there for a reason, I should be grateful to Him. Maybe I gonna have a good time there and still got time to serve the Lord. Amen~

END OF REPORT #08

Report #07(19/03/10) - Got lost in the Mist

Is been a while.... Well driving in KL is no much a trouble but what if you came back to an old part of KL and it change so much that you will get lost like crazy?? Days ago me & my bro went to grab our certificates. So we traveled to many many places. The first stop was Maxwell. It took me 4 years to get back my old SPM cert. I saw some also didn't garb theirs. My bro's cert need to wait until next year. Then we travel to Sri Garden located in Kg.Pandan. By the way, I'm the one who is driving. As we move to Kg.Pandan, I found out that the road had changed dramatically. Is like going to Wonderland. The Kg.Pandan roundabout has "EVOLVE" into a gigantic PANDAN roundabout. At first we took a wrong turn to Jalan Davis (Times Square/Pudu District) then circle the Pudu District. Finally we arrive SSG (Sri Garden). It has been a major change since I left & I notice a few of our badminton stars was there. During my time in SSG, I only know Wong Choon Han, but other names like Lee Chong Wei, Wong Mei Choo are also there too. How astonishing~ After all those hours of getting lost in the Mist, finally we are able to go home~

END OF REPORT #07

Report #06(6/02/10) - Updates 2 (Defib Used & Is still Alive~)

Yes!!! My blog is still alive~ Good thing though.

Last week (26/01 - 29/01) Our college had a recruitment drive. My club (Animspiration & KDU CF) is having booth there. But the Anime Club: Animspiration is DEAD!!!!!X( So I tried my best to keep the club alive. Luckily Angelus Kon is willing to help out~ Kenn also helped out.... So the progress is not good. But I will hold down the club as long as possible. I got the passion for Japanese Culture as same as the Lord's Work~

28/01/10, we made our first appearance into the Section 13 Campus. Angelus Kon & I walk around the campus .(Block by Block with searing heat weather on our backs) I saw Mr.Ken but he is having class, so I didn't bother him~ So what we do is we go around & let people know that the Anime club does exist & don't be shy to join~ Kon & I scouting the whole campus to make people laugh, but the most interesting is Kon did actually scare a lady off. Her classmates tell Kon to scare her, we had fun but we need to control ourselves.

31/01/10, I broke my car.... FINALLY!!! I lost focus while going back home.... I knocked a wall beside my parking space... Just a "gentle" knock can bring my Iswara bumper to fall from it's body... I had been complaining with dad for quite sometime to fix my car. Luckly the car is finally going to spa for treatment~ Good Good!!

A special Teen had been assign to me to take care. He is a gamer like me & a Gundam Fan. That's a good thing. My misson is to let him know how God is kind to him. I promise to buy him a Zeta Gundam MG Limited as a prize for the challenge to stop playing games in a period of time. So far he progresses well. So the Zeta is his very soon. He kept himself quiet because he found it very bored to listen to the Gospel but time will tell & the Lord will take care & guide him.

END OF REPORT #06

Report #05(3/02/10) - Updates (Defib needed)

Is been quite sometime since I update~ Well... A lot of changes....... So I go straight to the point. I got my Call of Duty: Modern Warfare II with a price of RM169 rather then RM 219 as I expected. A thousand thanks to Mr. Brian for introducing the supplier to me. *One thousand Kowtows to him* As expected, the game is fantastic, is worth the cash to buy it. In Christmas, Me becoming the Santa again~ for the 5th year.... I supposed to be retired, but every1 commented that I'm the only one that become Santa with a willing heart & almost like the genuine one. Well I guess I'll be Santa until I slim down~ or this is the Lord's will? But I'm really happy by becoming the Santa~ :) New Year Come & Go~ So Fast New Sem... But New faces are popping into College~ I torture THEM... MUAHAHAHAHA~ such a person I'm XD

So this year, CF have met new faces & new committee. So is a good thing~ We need to keep it up so that the Lord's blessings & his WILL will be done in the College. Mr. Ken, Clarice & Joshua moved to Section 13 Campus, the new campus for Law & Business students. We miss them~ May the Lord be with them & Section 13 campus. Things happen around Malaysia that I hardly can imagine.... like the Catholic churches burnt by arson & Pork heads appeared in Muslim Mosques..... I don't know what will happen to our country.... I hope this will end soon.

In Jinjang Chapel, Is has been a success since the Youth Worship has been establish last year. We had training with the "King David Warriors" for evangelistic works & is been a blessing for us. We worked with 3 great leaders in our group. A Sacrificing & Patience Businessmen: Pastor Richard Wong, A strict & lovely teacher: Ms. Phoebe & oue beloved worker & supporter: Ms. Rebbecca Chung. They are great people to work with. XD Together with a few of teens/youth, we bring the whole thing to the Lord's greatful hands. X)

Things also has been changing for me. 2 things that the Lord have give me a chance. One my Hepatitis C, is a clean bill from the Doctor & a hope to finish quickly on my retakes. XD This chances don't come that easily~

END OF REPORT #05

Report #04(8/11/09) - Pain, Pain a~, Winner!!!! & MW2

At 5/11/09, 1600h, I had the chicken chop rice that I take away from my college, the "FAMOUS" chicken chop rice promoted by 8TV last time on the Programme: "Ho Chiak!". Once home, I eat at the salon before I cut my hair. Then at night something is happening to me... Stomach Pain!!!! It pains like crazy. Lucky I immediately went to the doc's early. The doc said is just gas stuck on my stomach. Lucky me.... At night I hardly sleep properly. I turned & flipped, turned & flipped & turned & flipped & dream about some mecha anime.....


6/11/09, I hardly felt my arms & legs, my blood sugar level is very low, I think... So hard to move & can't eat. so pain ah...... But thank God that I have enough sleep for the whole day.

7/11/09, early in the morning, I drove to college for the MCS replacement class. Thank God I'm strong enough to drive. But I released sick gas for 2 solid hours in class.... lol..... Lucky the smell is not that bad...... At 1830h, the KMYF went to Kajang Chinese Methodist Chruch for the Bible Competition. Our reps are: Karen, Paul, Simon & Guo Hua. As our journey starts, Paul, Simon & Guo Hua was going study frantic, because they thought all the stuff in the bible is coming out, especially that with numbers & well names. When we reach there, we thought we saw an Ark, but actually its the church design. The interior is spacious. It's design is for acoustic purpose. It maximize the sound effect. The air-conds are high & bloody cold. (Also that weather is raining at that time) We were late but we still make it in time. When I thought the competition is based on churches but the organizers changed the rules. We sit based on selections. The organizers selects the participents and put them with other members to avoid unfairness & practice cooperation with other strangers. Then the organizers put other people as supporters. I was allocated with the third group which there's no KMYF members on it. At the end we won, because at the third round the tide turn on us. We won by Q&A section. Our group is fast enough to catch all the answers. Thank God. Before we leave, we get to have the famous Kajang Satay. Yum Yum~

8/11/09, That day ordered Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 2. But the price is bloody expensive. It's RM219...... I planning to save as much as possible this week.

END OF REPORT #04

Report #03(3/11/09) - Crack Down & Lucky Shot...

Early in the morning , the Router is not cooperative to me. Hence I can't go online. Then I watched Slumdog Millionaire again for the second time, due to my Media, Culture & Society Assignment due in the 5th.

At night, I walk down to the foyer to test my luck on using the Condo's Wi-Fi. It works. *MUAHAHAHAHAHA~* (laugh like a genius) So Lucky am I.

END OF REPORT #03